I am a person with low self esteem. I never thought I would be able to do anything. I was never admired or complimented for what I did and what I was. I only heard the negatives comments about myself. That deeply affected me for long time. Event though I was able to do many things yet I was not confident whether I was really so what people said about me.

I grew up with negative feelings about myself. Whenever I was given any responsibility I would step back thinking that I was not able to  take that responsibility which  kept me from many good opportunities. I was left behind because I had no courage to step forward. I had always the fear of  failure. I failed many times not because I had no ability but because of the lack of confidence. I never heard the words like,"Well done, good job, you can do it , keep it up etc." 

Whenever I wanted to do something I was always pushed down by thoughts like, " What would people think, what would people say?" I was always driven by negative thoughts about others too. I was so unstable. I had no destiny, no aim and no goals in life. I thought everything is vain, meaningless.

One day I met Jesus and accepted Him as my Lord and saviour I came to know my identity. I knew who I am who I was meant to be. I came to know that I am unique. I am the master piece of my creator God,I am precious no matter what people think or say about me. It will not make any difference. Now I know who I am and what I am here for. I have a purpose and meaning in my life. I don't care what people say or think. My value is not measured by others' opinion. I don't have to worry about my future. I am accepted by my father God. I don't have strive to be good because it is impossible to make myself good by my own efforts. I just accept my God given identity and live that out by His grace.
 So, if anyone of you are facing the struggle like I did. Come to Jesus and ask Him to come in to your life and be your Lord and saviour. You will find your true identity. Then you don't have to live in confusion and uncertainty.  You will be able to live in peace. You are unique, you are precious in His sight. Jesus loves you. He gave His life to give you life of meaning and value.

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Prem Tamang

My name is Prem Tamang. I am married with two children. I live in Pokhara ,Nepal. I am a trekking guide and a language teacher. I teach English and Nepali languages. I do translation works as well. I translate English books into Nepali language. I have been a trekking guide for 22 years and language teacher for 12 years and 15 years as a translator.

In the beginning of the year 2017 I registered my trekking company "Solace Adventure Pvt. Ltd." I have been working a manager in "The Language Encounter Pvt. Ltd."

I love to read books, sing songs and sometimes write songs. My hobby is music, reading books and photography. I am very social person. I love to make friends and meet new people from all over the world.

I am starting to write blog. I will be writing in the in various subjects. I really appreciate my viewers and count their suggestions and comments valuable. Please, do not hesitate to give me suggestion so that I can improve. Thank you.

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